The schoolteacher’s here. Christa. She goes, "Yeah, it's been real hard waiting."
She said, "But that's one of my Virgo things I had to learn."
Yeah, yeah, that kind of "wait-training." Yeah.
And she says, "I love your look (speaking about
Regina's bright orange scarf, headpiece, and dress). I really am sad you took
the headpiece off." (Regina laughing)
She said, "Because, you know, we would try to get, you know, Jeanne to wear or something like that – a Jeannie Beanie or something that Jeanne wouldn't wear a Jeannie Beanie." (chuckles)
But she said, "You know, I was the one that would talk. Because I was a teacher." And so, they would... they liked it when Christa went forward, because then they (Challenger crew) didn't have to say anything. And, but then she’s telling me, "I felt a little unnerved by that, because I didn't want to feel like I was the only one that was out there." Because she said, "I always had a tendency to talk a lot, as my husband told me I did."
And so anyway, but she's umm… She said, "When you (Regina) had that experience with KC (Kalpana Chawla)," she said, that's the feeling that she (Christa) had with me (Jeanne) and then with you (Regina). And that, you know, we remain their friends, they remain our friends.
Because of the... when you share that intimate energy of whatever the emotions are, the loss, the anger, the fear, you... you develop a bond, just like you would in the physical with a friend who's told you their story. And she said, "So even though we may have closure – that big "C" word – we have still decided to be amongst our friends indefinitely, until it no longer serves our purpose."
"Just because we're on the other side doesn't mean we're complete or finished. Just like you have Bob (Shacklett) on the other side, and Marshall Pease and others." And she said, "Some of them are a little more interested than others. And it all depends. Sometimes they come back to our little meeting room and slam down the books. And God! Blankety, blank, blank! I tried so hard today to influence Blah blah blah blah blah blah. And I came back with nothing!"
And she said, "And that's true."
She said, "Because we have groups that go in when people..." she said, "now this is all above board, what we're doing. When there's people that are in prayer, or meditation, who are like-minded, we go into add more energy to the group of prayer meditation. We cannot go in with an agenda, except to add more energy."
She said, "But what's really interesting is that some of these people who really...," she said, "I'm tattle-telling," she said, “What's really interesting is that some of these people who 'profess' to want to be expanded, the minute more that energy comes in, if they're not comfortable with it because it's new, they jump away from it and shut down." And she said, "That's actually a bigger problem than you realize in these groups."
And she says, "Yeah, there's darkness and all that. That's another story," she said. "But there are groups who really do ask for, you know, enlightenment and help. So, we go in with our energy field that we've been working on, to bring in more, and then they... they shut it down. Because for some reason, they cannot connect, won't, whatever," she said.
"And it doesn't happen all the time. But when you talk about what we're doing right now," she said, "That's something that has… You know what, we don't take it personally, you know. But," she said, "it's an interesting phenomenon for us. Just as an FYI. But anyway," she said, "I'm going to wrap it up, because ‘They’ told me I needed to. And umm..."
Who is "They"? Wait, she said "They."
We really don't know. There's bigger... everything's a hierarchy.
Well, it's the people that are running the show. So, who are there? Who are they? It's Sally (Ride) and Bob (Shacklett). And who's the third person? It's like...
Master of Ceremony!
It's like, yeah, you know, to keep the timeframe and the energy okay for all of us.
But she (Christa) said... she said, "I really apologize that... that Rick (Husband) had to have the Christa experience with you (Regina) yesterday." And she said, "They told you they didn't know that was going to happen, but they lied to you."
Oh, thanks! (chuckle)
And... and, she says... and she says, "Well, yeah, in all honesty, but it wasn't like they lied to you. They just didn't give you all the information." She said, "You know, kind of like organizations in the physical world." She said, "But we did that for a lot of reasons. And that was, first of all to protect you, because you had agreed at a higher level to do this so you could clear all the trauma for them. And that's one reason why they didn't need to come in anymore and start going 'Blah, blah, blah, blah.'"
She said, "Because they've progressed a lot already, but then you cleared that... that matrix, that energy, and that was gone. So, they really have the freedom that... that they wanted. And you said, 'Let's just get this over with.'"
So, he was, you know... it's hard but... and they knew it would be kind of a challenge. They weren't really figuring that your... your blood pressure would... would do what it did. But part of that you understand is your own resistance that you've understood. So, everybody wins. (laughs)
Do you want ice cream?
I would love ice cream, But I can’t have it. So…
Is there anything I could do to help them heal with whatever I know? Here? Now?
Oh, Christa says, "Well that's very nice of you (participant)." She says, "Umm... No, save your energy for those people here." She said, "It's wonderful. But we know where all those stores are. And all the medicine people are." And she said, "You know what's really funny? Is some of the Christian people in the crew, or both, all of it have gone down to the jungles in South America. And, and have gone to Africa, and have actually studied the ways of the medicine people and shamans there. And they get the energy, not necessarily the physical, but they get the energy of it. And that's helped them with other projects that they have going.
"And I said those projects don't matter. You know, I mean, they matter, but we don't need to know about it, because it's... it's what they're doing. They're very active and very, you know... they're not ready to leave the earth place, because they know they have a lot more to add."
But she says... so she said, "And you know, I could talk all night, but I'm not going to because they won't let me."
But she's just really happy that she could come in for a few minutes. And... and... and it's nice for me to feel the old friend, you know, to feel Christa's energy, of her, because, you know, she's always older than me by four or three months. (chuckle)
Jeanne to Christa:
Okay, thank you dear, thank you, thank you, thank you.